sve u životu ili je nemoralno ili nelegalno ili deblja...

ponedjeljak, 22.10.2007.

UVIJEK POSTOJI TAJ NETKO, TKO TI ŽELI ODUZETI SREĆU...

probudih se...još uvijek mi srce ubrzano lupa i oči se privikavaju na tamu...
sve je u redu...to je bio samo san...san u kojem sam po ne znam koji put bježala, ni sama ne znam od koga...
s osjećajem da me netko progoni, trčim dugim, mračnim hodnicima nekakve bolnice...ali nikoga nema da pomogne...možda to i ima veze sa mojim životom??...možda bježim, skrivam se...ali od koga??...problema?...spoznaje da je možda sutra taj dan??...i gdje su svi kada treba pružiti rukau i utješiti me da će sve biti oK??...tu su...možda....ali tako su slijepi... ni sama ne znam ...od čega bježim??...ako se to stvarno događa...
znam da sam samo jedinka u mnoštvu od 7 milijardi...i da moje ime ništa ne znači...naši životi...drugima ne znače puno...i ne treba to ništa drugima značiti...samo nekim osobama...samo njemu...
o tome sam razmišljala zatvarajući oči...nadajući se da će zora svanuti i da će se s novim danom sve promijeniti...uzalud...opet more dvoličnih ljudi...skrivaju se ispod maski...
opet mnoštvo ljubomornih zbog tuđe sreće...ne...ne mnoštvo....samo ta osoba...za koju sam mislila sa je drukčija...da će biti sretna zbog svega....ne....prevarila sam se....kao i mnogo puta do sada....ali ovaj put razočaranje je veće...puno veće od ijednog do sada...



ovaj sam post morala napisati.....zbog te osobe.....kad to bude pročitala osoba će se prepoznati........nadam se da shvaća da sve znam....i da nije u redu kako se ponaša...nisam kriva što sam sretna....i drago mi je da jesam....a tebi, ako to smeta, nisi ono za što sam te smatrala......žao mi je što je tako....
i opet more dvoličnih ljudi...........

22.10.2007. u 13:59 • 20 KomentaraPrint#

nedjelja, 14.10.2007.

priviđa li mi se sreća?

blaženi bili vikendi...ali prekratki su pa se ne stignem ko čovjek odmoriti...no još kad pomislim na onu fckng Zvončicu kad sutra krene ponavljati o trakavicama i njihovom probavnom sustavu....strava...bangko i prošli tjedan...isste...prvo zakasnim na nulti, pa dobijem komad zbog hiperaktivnosti, pa me izbaci s njemačkog...banga ja ovak dobra...lazelaze btw još uvijek ne smjem vancry obećajem, nema više cuge i bježanja od kuće za mene lazelaze
...i eto sad sam ja upoznala tog predivnog lika...i svježe smo zajedno...polako počinjem zaboravljat onog prokletog lažljivca kojem bi oči iskopala i nabila na kolacmadpuknucumadmad
sad sam napokon sretna...pa je li to moguće???ili ma se samo priviđa...?eektamn sve dobro sad...i sad će se garant nešto loše desit...jebeš mi sve ak ne bude tako...no
samo se nadam da će sa mnom i Mr. B bit sve ok...
btw nema više ležanja na stolovima za mene..svečano obećajem...jer me opizde ta svjetla u glavu i onda sam gotova....al bez zaebancije...kao da padnem u neakav trans...jeote šta gimbulja napravi čovjeku...no
počela sam sanjati tako sjebane snove...noćas sam bila na piku i gledala kak se neki lik baca...bokte smrsko facu ono čulo se pucanje svake košćice...brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....odoh sad, izlizat će mi se slova na tipkovnici...roflwavewave odpizd..........................
e i btw zna netko majbi gdje ima za kupiti Axe sa lisicama???javite....cerekcerekcerek

14.10.2007. u 19:57 • 5 KomentaraPrint#

srijeda, 10.10.2007.

...prvi je najbolniji...

post, naravno...evo i ja se pametna našla pisati blog... ;))) pošto je prvi post uvijek smrdan et i moj je.......buuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....ugl danas sam hiperaktivna...smokinto je valjda zato što sam ležala na stolu pa me opalila svjetla...? anyway...pozzz svim mojim pičkama...i jednom liku... :)))naughtydead

10.10.2007. u 16:51 • 9 KomentaraPrint#

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STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN...


There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.

There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who standing looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.

And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now,
It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.

Your head is humming and it won't go, in case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, and did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

And she's buying a stairway to heaven.






NIRVANA
COME AS YOU ARE

Come as you are, as you were
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend
As an old enemy
Take your time, hurry up
The choice is yours, don't be late
Take a rest as a friend
As an old enemy-a
Memory, memory
Memory
Come doused in mud, soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend, as a friend
As an old enemy-a
Memory, memory
Memory
And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun






NIRVANA
LOUNGE ACT



Truth, covered in security
I can't let you smother me
I'd like to but it wouldn't work
Trading off and taking turns
I don't regret a thing
And I've got this friend, you see, who makes me feel
And I wanted more than I could steal
I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield
I'll go out of my way to prove I still
Smell her on you
Don't tell me what I want to hear
Afraid of never knowing fear
Experience anything you need
I'll keep fighting jealousy
Until it's fucking gone
And I've got this friend, you see, who makes me feel
And I wanted more than I could steal
I'll arrest myself, I'll wear a shield
I'll go out of my way to make you a deal
We've made a pact to learn from who
Ever we want without new rules
We'll share what's lost and what we grew
They'll go out of their way to prove they still
Smell her on you






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NOVEMBER RAIN



When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one